I am The Angel Mistress

New Shit

2005-04-01T14:03:17Z

Yet again, another journal, but this one is my new public one. I haven't been writing in my private one, cuz-well- I don't wanna write everything twice, and the private friends only one is shit I don't want alot of people to read, and nothing has been happening that I don't want people to know about. Anyways, to read about today so far, click over to ink_angel (And add it!!). I fuckin love my layout. It's Marilyn Manson on the left side and it has the lyrics to [the nobodies] in the background- my favorite Manson song. And I did it myself! It's not much, but I'm stupid when it comes to this shit, so I'm proud of myself gahddammit.

Peace bitches.

just_forget_it @ 2005-03-31T17:27:00

2005-03-31T22:35:19Z

I have my drug test tomorrow and all the paper work I have to fill out to work at Wal-Mart. Hahaha I'm gonna work at Wal-Mart. Hey, $9.10 an hour, so I'll suffer and wear the stupid blue vest thing. I can wear jeans and shit(no dress code) so that works. And I've been a good girl so the drug test should go fine. Then right after I'm gonna blaze. I took a muscle relaxer last night, but that's not what I'm being tested for.

*[bored]*

I need a pic for MySpace, cuz all the pics I have are of me with blond hair, and that's no longer the case. Dammit.

And after i get a few checks, I'm getting internet for my house, cuz I hate not having it. As of this weekend this journal will become silent again, cuz that's when Jayme and Gabe go back to PA. I'm gonna miss those fuckers.

* ♥ *

just_forget_it @ 2005-03-29T20:27:00

2005-03-30T01:29:39Z

I'm friggen pissed. Pete called me at Jayme's bitching. I hate when he does this. He doesn't ask me a question, or approach me like an adult, he just starts bitching.

WTF.FTW.

Feel my squirrelly wrath!!!

2005-03-29T22:56:15Z

You are Foamy.
Congratulations, you are a rage filled squirrel who
spouts his views at any given moment. You know
what you like, (bagels with cream cheese) and
what you don't. (everything else) Chill out
before you give yourself an ulcer.

Which Neurotically Yours (Foamy) Character are you???
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just_forget_it @ 2005-03-28T15:46:00

2005-03-28T20:49:55Z

Went to Stella's last night. Good time. Going to see my dad with the guys later on today and prolly smoke with him and shit. But I can't smoke cuz I gotta take a drug test for work. Yay.

Bored as shit right now and MySpace is sucking. Off to facethejury then.

♥

just_forget_it @ 2005-03-27T19:32:00

2005-03-28T00:32:24Z

Stella's Biatch. if it's open.

just_forget_it @ 2005-03-27T00:45:00

2005-03-27T05:46:01Z

dragon66684: didn't know if you had read it or not but my g-ma passed away
dragon66684: just figured you might like to know
x6LittlexAngel9x: I just commented in your journal
x6LittlexAngel9x: Amy told me on st patty's day
dragon66684: yeah
x6LittlexAngel9x: shitty day to find out
x6LittlexAngel9x: even shittier thing to happen
dragon66684: it's been hard on all of us
x6LittlexAngel9x: she was a sweetheart
x6LittlexAngel9x: I bet
x6LittlexAngel9x: I wish I knew sooner, I would have at least liked to have paid my respects to the family
x6LittlexAngel9x: even if it meant standing in the back the whole time
dragon66684: thank you
dragon66684: and it means alot coming from anyone
x6LittlexAngel9x: I got a card for the family, but haven'y had the balls to drop it off.
x6LittlexAngel9x: haven't**
dragon66684: anytime you want..someones always home
x6LittlexAngel9x: that's the problem- awkward
dragon66684: understandable
dragon66684: anyways i'm going to go
x6LittlexAngel9x: k
dragon66684: josh is on his way here
x6LittlexAngel9x: say hi for me
dragon66684: it was nice talking to you and thanks for your condolences
x6LittlexAngel9x: np
dragon66684: have a goodnight
x6LittlexAngel9x: you too

Finally- I can write a real entry!

2005-03-27T05:43:47Z

Oh my freakin GAHD I missed my DJs. And all of you guys!! Lemme see...

Living at home with my parents. Painting murals for people, and that pays very well. Also got a job in the electronics department at Wal-Mart (hey- its a steady paycheck at $9.10 an hour). I'm gonna be going to school to learn air-brushing, and my step dad is helping with the tattoo thing. I can't wait. Things are heading in the right direction- finally.

Jayme and Gabe are home for the week from school. I missed them so bad. I went to see them in PA with Amanda last month. There is NOTHING to do out there. Holy shit.

Tim's grandmother died. I found out on St. Patrick's Day. Amy told me. I was upset the rest of the night. I got the family a card but haven't had the balls to give it to them yet. I dunno.

just_forget_it @ 2005-03-26T22:34:00

2005-03-27T03:34:52Z

At Jayme's. I'm going to his grandparents house tomorrow for easter. It's gonna be awesome. Things are going good, I still live with my parents. I got a job at Walmart- yay. It's a paycheck. After I get a few checks I'm getting internet put into my house dammit, I'm having withdrawl symptoms.

Talk to you guys sometime, sorry I can't comment for you guys, I have limited time.

♥♥♥Arlene

Getting the hell outta here

2005-01-11T22:52:57Z

I'm packing all my shit and making calls to my parents. I'm leaving this apartment and staying with my mom (on the couch) until I find a new place. It isn't working out too well here at all, so fuck it.

My mom's house doesn't have a comp, so I dunno when you guys will hear from me again. I'm gonna try and get her to get one, and I'll find an internet server for her tht's cheap. I'll be on when I can get onto a friends comp, and I'll catch up on comments then.

I love you guys, you're all freakin' awesome, and I'll post when I can.

If anyone wants, they can snail mail me.

Arlene Johnson
8 Sprague St.
Peabody Ma. 01960

Or call me.

978 532 4974

I love you guys.

♥♥Arlene

just_forget_it @ 2005-01-04T18:51:00

2005-01-05T00:12:47Z

Okay, I need this in writing, right in front of my face so I can organize my thoughts on this. Because it's really buggng the piss out of me. So many things he's saying are invalid.

How the fuck can he say that our demise started with me getting pregnant? BULLSHIT. It started when he moved out of his mother's house. Before that happened, we could do whatever we wanted, whenever we wanted. He would cook for me, I'd cook for him, we could be all romantic in the kitchen (the time he dedicated "I'll be" to me was the single most romantic thing that's ever happened for me), we could just lay around and do whatever and sex wasn't a priority, it was still a discovery. We could get all dressed up and go to Rocky Horror and be ourselves and not worry about what other people thoguht. As soon as he moved into Josh's all that stopped and all of a sudden he had to be macho and we didn't have much alone time and when we did, it was "Hurry up and get naked." Sex wasn't romantic or a discovery anymore. Which sucked. He wouldn't go to Rocky Horror anymore because of what Josh may have thought. We couldn't use their kitchen, cuz there were so many people at the house. And he didn't like being at my house cuz we weren't allowed in my bedroom with the door shut. When he moved to Josh's, he became someone else.

And how the fuck can he say I didn't appreciate him? Oh my God, he went over the top and out of his way to be romantic for me. I definitely appreciated that. He held me when I cried about my greatgrandmother dying, and countless other times.

I held him when his father ripped him a new asshole about failing out of school. I held him when Mike died. And any other time he needed me to.

I'm the one who made him realize a certain significance about his anatomy, and gave it a nickname, to which he probably still uses with the others he's had since me.

I'm not blaming anyone for this part happening, it was the circumstances. If he hadn't moved out, maybe none of this would have happened the way it did.

I just don't understand how someone so caring and romantic and compassionate could just rip me apart like that. I don't fucking get it. And it pisses me off because it doesn't make sense.

I hate him for doing this to me, and I wish I could get over it already. Not get over what he did, get over any feelings that linger. But they are for the one who I met and fell for in a matter of hours-hell, minutes, not the person he became. or maybe the latter of the two really was him the whole time, and all the sweet words and acts were just that- an act.

*sigh*

I dunno.

Quiz time

2005-01-04T22:44:40Z

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just_forget_it @ 2005-01-04T16:42:00

2005-01-04T21:51:08Z

I can't wait to go see Jayme in February... OMG a whole week straight with him, day in and day out. Just the three days I had with him straight staying the night and waking up next to him... him looking at me with sleepy eyes and saying, "You look so beautiful when you're sleeping baby." ... it was complete bliss.

*sigh*

I'm not gonna wanna leave after that, I already know it.

I gotta get ahold of my dad and see what day he's gonna come here, cuz I wanna talk to him about what's going on, and talk to my mom and see when I can go over there. And see if Dave will help me move my shit.

Poo.

I have more rants and shit, but that'll take along time to type and it's relevant to the past, so I dunno if anyone really wants to read it anyway. But it's bugging me so I'll write it later under a cut so it'll be completely voluntary if you do read it.

EDIT:You have until the 26th. That's 4 weeks exactly. Considering you've had over 6 months, I think I'm being more than leniant.

D R A M A

2004-12-31T22:01:21Z

Sitting here at Jayme's. Wondering what the hell I'm gonna do tonight. Everything that's happened in the past couple days blew apart any plans at all.

Rob has been cheating on Amanda with tasha. They're all friends of mine and Jayme. Tasha was Amanda's best friend.

The other night, the shit hit the fan. When Jayme and I stopped by over there, Amanda confronted Rob about it. Gabe had gone out to walk the dog. She sat there on the couch in front of him and calmly said, "You have one chance to redeem yourself. Think long and hard before answering this. Why did you do it?" And looked at her blankly and said, "Do what?" Her- "you know what I'm talking about." And it just slowly escalated to them standing and in each other's face and then she sat down again and he was flipping out because she wouldn't tell him who told her, and he still wouldn't admit it. So he started yelling "TELL ME WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU!! WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU!! WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU!!" He stood up, and punched through the 3 ceramic plates that were on the coffee table. And then held his hand in front of her face and was like, "There, do you like that?? Now I'll just bleed to death right in front of you." His hand was cut real bad and was bleeding everywhere, and it dripped all over the front of her shirt and down her neck. They fought a little more then he was like, "I'm going for a walk." and left. Gabe came back upstairs to see Amanda, Jayme and I cleaning up blood. The house looked like someone had been murdered, he was bleeding so bad. We had Gabe get the Jeep and find Rob so he didn't bleed to death. A couple minutes later Gabe beeped Jayme on his phone and told him to go to where they were cuz Rob wouldn't get in the car. By the time Jayme got there Rob was completely dilusional. He was half naked walking around fighting them and saying that he was late for work and his Dad was gonna be mad if he was late. This was at 11 at night. So they fought with Rob for 10 minutes before he finally passed out from so much blood loss and got him into the Jeep and Gabe took him to the hospital and Jayme came back to the house. Andy came out of his room, and had no idea what had happened. We finished cleaning up the house and soaked Amanda's shirt so it wouldn't stain and we went to the hospital.

We were there until 4:30 in the morning. Me and Jayme anyway, we were tired and just wanted to make sure he was alright. He severed two arteries in his hand and damaged a couple tendons. And he had a blood transfusion I think. Because he lost alot of blood.

While we were at the hospital, Amanda left a message on Tasha's phone flipping out on her and then got a hold of her and Tasha won't apologize and said it was worth every minute of it. I don't plan on talking to her ever again. She's crossed me before, and this is just the end of the line. I won't give her the chance to screw me over.

AND on top of this, I'm getting 12 hours next week at work. Fuck that. I'm finding a new job. And yesterday, Kim IMed me saying "when are you gonna be home, cuz I need the rent money." I had already told her that I don't have it and I won't have it for a while, and I was like, "This is getting too expensive" and she was like, "You knew that when you moved in Arlene." Dude, fuck that. I didn't know she was gonna rape me of my money. I've given her over $1500 in the past 2 1/2 months. So when I finally do get home, it won't be pretty.

And I'm probably gonna lose my job anyway, cuz I had to call out today cuz I'm stranded here. Last night, Jayme's transmission was fucking up. It was slipping at third gear, so we couldn't go over 45 mph, and you kinda need to go over 45 on the highway.

AND all this other bullshit with Tim. Sorry if you don't like me mentioning you in my journal, but a little self control on your half would probably help- like NOT reading it.

I friggen love my life.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-30T18:54:00

2004-12-30T23:55:25Z

4 weeks. That's more than long enough to get the money. I have no control of what may happen after that time has passed and the money isn't at my mother's.

At Jayme's

2004-12-30T23:51:17Z

I love it when he tells me I'm beautiful.

My tongue is bruised. I'm told it's gonna be ok tho. Oh well.

Last night was scary. details later. Just know that Rob ended up in the hospital after severing two arteries in his hand. And lost alot of blood.

FUCK OFF

2004-12-29T05:24:52Z

Hey Halley. I left a comment for you. "hope you enjoy it" .

I love it when people butt into shit they have absolutely no part of. Whoop dee doo, Amy said you looked like a German man.

Don't fight Tim's battle's for him. If you wanna call any of this a "battle". It just makes him look pathetic.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-28T19:51:00

2004-12-29T00:54:28Z

Your beauty will be edible or it will not be beauty at all---no salvation and no forgiveness.

10 points to who can tell me where that is from.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-28T19:27:00

2004-12-29T00:36:09Z

What the fuck. Jayme and Gabe and possibly Rob were supposed to come up tonight.. I just called Jayme and he was like, "I dunno if were even coming up tonight. Let me eat dinner then I'll call you back and tell you why."

So now I sit here all pissed and I don't even know why.

Fuck. I was really looking forward to them coming here too. I was gonna cook for them too. And I cleaned.

Goddammit.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-27T22:54:00

2004-12-28T04:00:35Z

After talking aboot Tim for a minute...

purePRINCESS0000: I'm a fucking condom
purePRINCESS0000: and I'm no trojan
x6LittlexAngel9x: yeah you are
x6LittlexAngel9x: lol
purePRINCESS0000: I'm a Durex baby
purePRINCESS0000: extended pleasure for her

I'm sorry, but that's friggen awesome!! And then plans were discussed.

I love you Amy!!

And I'm kinda pissed cuz I'm wicked hungry and I want a fucking MEAL and this stupid tongue ring is in the way, so I can't eat cuz it makes it so I can't swallow. >=|

Lady of the Evening, Lady of the Evening, Lady of the Evening.

2004-12-28T00:22:59Z

Goddamn it's been a while. Um, my xmas was awesome. Jayme is home until the third. He's buying me a tattoo for xmas. And he got me a Paul Frank pillow and blanket!! I love Paul Frank!! My mom got me some cool shit and I haven't seen my dad yet. He wants to get a phone line into my house so he can get a hold of me. I spent alot of xmas with Jayme. I straightened my sisters hair. And I got pictures.

I'm getting my hair cut on wednesday. Then I wanna re-dye it cuz since most of its dead, it doesn't hold color too well. So I'm chopping like, 6 inches off of it.

And I went to machester today to give Kim moral support and hold her hand while she got her tongue pierced. On the way there, we decided to get mine done too. So now my tongue is pierced. Hehehehehe.

I gotta look at the new Tattoo magazine I got. And High Times. I got a bunch of books too. I'm happy. New stuff to read!!

10 points to the 1st person to tell me what the subject title is from. C'mon!! It's wicked easy!

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-22T01:04:00

2004-12-22T06:54:52Z

You are Devi. You are a very expressive person.
Misfortune always seems to find you, but
somehow you still have a good sense of humor.

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Catching up...

2004-12-22T03:48:47Z

Damn it's been a while. Okay, Happy Birthday to mzsmokie420!!

And Blessed Yule to you all.

PuREPrincess0000: hey
PuREPrincess0000: sup?
x6LittlexAngel9x: hey
x6LittlexAngel9x: nm
x6LittlexAngel9x: catchin up
PuREPrincess0000: that's cool
x6LittlexAngel9x: you?
PuREPrincess0000: we had to put Sam to sleep today, so I've been taking it easy
PuREPrincess0000: oh, I wanted to tell you
PuREPrincess0000: I went to the FFF on Saturday
x6LittlexAngel9x: omg.
x6LittlexAngel9x: aw, sam. That sucks so much
PuREPrincess0000: and on my way home, a train had come in just before I got to North Station Commuter side
x6LittlexAngel9x: he mounted me... lol
PuREPrincess0000: yeah it does...
PuREPrincess0000: lol
x6LittlexAngel9x: just remember that
PuREPrincess0000: I remember
PuREPrincess0000: anyways...
x6LittlexAngel9x: FFF??
PuREPrincess0000: Fetish Fair Fleamarket, coming home, North Station, Tim & his gf were there
PuREPrincess0000: let me say, she is hideous
x6LittlexAngel9x: ew
PuREPrincess0000: she looks like a british, scratch that, german man
x6LittlexAngel9x: well, duh. she'd have to be
PuREPrincess0000: so.... like he was threatening
x6LittlexAngel9x: well, he has a thing for Germany, so it makes sence
x6LittlexAngel9x: sense
PuREPrincess0000: all this shit about, shutting me up
x6LittlexAngel9x: what do you mean threatening?
PuREPrincess0000: he didn't say shit
x6LittlexAngel9x: he talked to you?
PuREPrincess0000: no
PuREPrincess0000: online he kept writing entries telling me he would shut me up
x6LittlexAngel9x: what exactly did he do?
x6LittlexAngel9x: wtf
PuREPrincess0000: he kept walking, I eyed him and his gf down
PuREPrincess0000: she obviously didn't care
PuREPrincess0000: he stopped and turned around about 20 feet after he passed me going the opposite direction
PuREPrincess0000: so... I felt someone looking at me and turned around
PuREPrincess0000: but that was it
x6LittlexAngel9x: pointless
PuREPrincess0000: like you saw
x6LittlexAngel9x: ooh I bet that really shut you up
PuREPrincess0000: I HAD tried to be nice about his g-ma
PuREPrincess0000: but he had to have the last word about how "we wouldn't come to a conclusion"
x6LittlexAngel9x: right
PuREPrincess0000: so, fuck him, if his attitude stands, so do the threats
x6LittlexAngel9x: which I'll assume he read cuz he always does
PuREPrincess0000: and therefore, he's a fucking pussy
PuREPrincess0000: yeah he does
x6LittlexAngel9x: what threats exactly??
PuREPrincess0000: to shut me up if I didn't, he meant obviously to hurt me
PuREPrincess0000: some how
PuREPrincess0000: he was all like, I know where you live and shit
x6LittlexAngel9x: yeah right, he prolly doesn't have a clue what he would do if he ever WERE to do something
x6LittlexAngel9x: and threatening people in your journal is SO intimidating
x6LittlexAngel9x: omg i think i just peed myself I'm so scared for you
x6LittlexAngel9x: lol
x6LittlexAngel9x: dude, he has josh fight every fucking battle for him, and josh does it cuz he's a good guy
x6LittlexAngel9x: so he basically just looked at you after you walked past him after making a bunch of empty threats.
PuREPrincess0000: yeah
PuREPrincess0000: and I was on the phone with max
PuREPrincess0000: and gossip with him about everything
PuREPrincess0000: and I was like
PuREPrincess0000: "oh MY god"
PuREPrincess0000: "Guess who I just saw"
PuREPrincess0000: really loud
PuREPrincess0000: to get a rise out of him
PuREPrincess0000: and tim seemed to not do shit,
PuREPrincess0000: and well, I was talking, and he wasn't shutting me up
x6LittlexAngel9x: lol
x6LittlexAngel9x: I really wish he'd get over it and move on like he keeps telling us to do...
PuREPrincess0000: I was like "you know that ass hole who left my friend right after that thing cuz he's a douche and a scum bag and blah blah blah," and max was like "what friend, what thing, and who what? nevermind, I'll just go alon with it"
PuREPrincess0000: and tim didn't do shit
PuREPrincess0000: he says that
PuREPrincess0000: but he doesn't mean it
PuREPrincess0000: he's not over it, and doesn't want us over it, he just wants to look like the good guy
PuREPrincess0000: that's why he keeps reading your journal
PuREPrincess0000: and trying to spark your interest in his
PuREPrincess0000: and the shit he keeps writing in his dj, he's trying to piss you off
PuREPrincess0000: like how he talks excessively over shit he thinks you want to know about
PuREPrincess0000: about how he talks about shit that could directly OR indirectly relate to you
PuREPrincess0000: just so that I'll tell you
PuREPrincess0000: hoping you'll eventually want to read it
PuREPrincess0000: oh... AND
PuREPrincess0000: he meantioned where he's getting a manson logo tattoo
PuREPrincess0000: he wants you to get interested in what the hell he's doing with that tat you designed
PuREPrincess0000: and get tons of tats
PuREPrincess0000: to do that
PuREPrincess0000: so that he'll out do jayme
PuREPrincess0000: but he won't out do jayme
PuREPrincess0000: because he has NO muscle mass
PuREPrincess0000: and is a twig and jayme kicks ass
PuREPrincess0000: and who would josh side with if Tim wanted shit done, ALL the kids of b-town, including Jayme, Gabe, Rob, and all of them, and like Brad who would be like "let's fuck that nigga up cuz he's just fucking stupid" and EVERYONE who has ALWAYS thought that Tim is a little gay mother fucker
PuREPrincess0000: oh, and like fucking... What about Andy, EVERYONE knows about Andy, NO ONE fucks with Andy, and when it comes down to it, all those kids, including like trevor, who actually backs up his shit when it comes to fucking knife play and shit- like, he actually has a real knife, AND what about fucking ALL of the fucking people that Brad knows who don't mind fighting... who do you think Muff would side with
PuREPrincess0000: ??
PuREPrincess0000: I mean really
PuREPrincess0000: EVERYONE knows that tim is a fucking pussy
PuREPrincess0000: he HAS NEVER
PuREPrincess0000: WILL NEVER
PuREPrincess0000: back it up
x6LittlexAngel9x: which doesn't work
PuREPrincess0000: exactly
x6LittlexAngel9x: cuz you're my condom into his vagina of a journal
PuREPrincess0000: EXACTLY
PuREPrincess0000: speaking of condoms...
PuREPrincess0000: need a ton more
PuREPrincess0000: kait has used like all of the ones I had
PuREPrincess0000: because she's such a slut
PuREPrincess0000: and cheats on her boyfriend
PuREPrincess0000: left right and center
x6LittlexAngel9x: lol
PuREPrincess0000: it's disgusting
PuREPrincess0000: and I def. want to have a stash at school
x6LittlexAngel9x: yeah
x6LittlexAngel9x: I haven't talked to Jayme much lately
x6LittlexAngel9x: omg 2 days til he comes home
x6LittlexAngel9x: I'm so freakin excited...
PuREPrincess0000: that's AWESOME
PuREPrincess0000: you are so visiting HIM in BEVERLY so I can SEE you
x6LittlexAngel9x: Yeah
x6LittlexAngel9x: I have xmas eve off
PuREPrincess0000: good girl
x6LittlexAngel9x: and xmas day paid
PuREPrincess0000: that's awesome
PuREPrincess0000: the dress shop doesn't need help
PuREPrincess0000: so, I'm just going to work for my parents
x6LittlexAngel9x: I wanna get out earlier than I'm scheduled on the 23rd tho, cuz I wanna go home the 23rd
x6LittlexAngel9x: I dunno how tho
PuREPrincess0000: what time are you scheduled to work till?
x6LittlexAngel9x: 11
x6LittlexAngel9x: poo to that
PuREPrincess0000: eww-ness
PuREPrincess0000: you should make it a late night drive like we use to take, all the way back to your house, and stop at Bill & Bob's and turn up the music loud, what not
x6LittlexAngel9x: so i gotta talk to my manager or see if I can switch with someone
PuREPrincess0000: yeah
PuREPrincess0000: you should
PuREPrincess0000: switch that is
x6LittlexAngel9x: Jayme might not get home til real late, and I wanna see him asap even if it is wicked early in the morning
x6LittlexAngel9x: I don't drive yet tho

And it just continued like that... about random shit. I'm not even gonna say anything else about his threats and whatnot, cuz he'll just bitch in his journal that I don't read lol.

Amy you're my condom!!

I picked up a camera(actually two) at work so I can have pics and stuff of me and others. And hopefully scan them like I've been promising to do for a loooong time (Sorry guys!!), so you can all see my sexy new hair and shit. And I'm gonna atke a bunch of pics with me and Jayme, cuz I need some recent ones.

But anyway, gotta take a shower and try to clean my room... hahahahaha... that's still funny. I think I told you guys about that... did I? I know Amy knows it and obviously Jayme, cuz he's the one who said it... oh man.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-18T00:14:00

2004-12-18T05:26:36Z

linkinpark07jme: i was talkign to Nikki and her friend Aleise about you tonight
x6littlexangel9x: so what did you say??
LinkinPark07Jme: well it started when we were gonna smoke, Aleise asked if she could sit on my bed, then she looked at the pics i have on my dresser next to my bed
LinkinPark07Jme: i have the pics of you and me at prom and she was talking about that and i was telling her about you
x6littlexangel9x: but what did you say?? anything good??
LinkinPark07Jme: like wha
x6littlexangel9x: i dunno
x6littlexangel9x: just about me in general?? or were you like, 'I love her so much...."
LinkinPark07Jme: like that i love you more than anything and everything in the whole world
x6littlexangel9x: yeah that
LinkinPark07Jme: she asked how long i had been with you
x6littlexangel9x: yeah?
x6littlexangel9x: what did you say?
LinkinPark07Jme: i said off and on for about 3 to 4 years
x6littlexangel9x: yeah thats what i say, off and on the past 4 years
x6littlexangel9x: everyone's like, "wow, you've been togethre that long??"
LinkinPark07Jme: yeah she said that too
x6littlexangel9x: or, "That's a really long time. Damn."
LinkinPark07Jme: i said yeah there has to be some reason for that right?
x6littlexangel9x: doesn't feel like it's been a long time tho
LinkinPark07Jme: time flies when you are haveing fun huh baby
x6littlexangel9x: yeah, we're the only one's who can put up with eachother... lol jk babe.
x6littlexangel9x: lotsa fun *wink*
x6littlexangel9x: I wouldn't want anyone else to put up with me and my bullshit babe
x6littlexangel9x: only you
LinkinPark07Jme: i love you so much baby
x6littlexangel9x: I love you too
LinkinPark07Jme: so when do i get to see you
x6littlexangel9x: I have christmas eve off
LinkinPark07Jme: cuz you are in for it
x6littlexangel9x: so I'll be heading home hopefully after work on the 23rd
x6littlexangel9x: oh believe me, you are too
LinkinPark07Jme: yeah i should be heading home right after i take my test, and it gets over at 10 at the latest
LinkinPark07Jme: on the 23rd
x6littlexangel9x: yeah
LinkinPark07Jme: i miss you so much
LinkinPark07Jme: its so boring out here
x6littlexangel9x: tell me aboot it
LinkinPark07Jme: there is absolutly nothing to do
x6littlexangel9x: I'm in east bum NH
LinkinPark07Jme: i cant wait till you come out here for a week
x6littlexangel9x: I know!!
x6littlexangel9x: fall asleep with each other for 7 days straight
x6littlexangel9x: and cuddle
x6littlexangel9x: and other stuff
LinkinPark07Jme: you better be ready
LinkinPark07Jme: i am gonna tell gabe hes not allowed to come home without calling
x6littlexangel9x: lol
x6littlexangel9x: like he's home anyway
LinkinPark07Jme: he is right now
LinkinPark07Jme: cuz nikki was just here
x6littlexangel9x: wow
x6littlexangel9x: surprise surprise
x6littlexangel9x: tell him i say
x6littlexangel9x: and I miss him too
x6littlexangel9x: I say hi*****
LinkinPark07Jme: he said hi
x6littlexangel9x: =D
LinkinPark07Jme: whats that about
x6littlexangel9x: I'm happy??
LinkinPark07Jme: oh i thought you meant something else
LinkinPark07Jme: lol
x6littlexangel9x: hmm... like what??
x6littlexangel9x: =O
x6littlexangel9x: lol
LinkinPark07Jme: hahaha
LinkinPark07Jme: ok baby but i have to get going for a few ok
x6littlexangel9x: fine... be that way
LinkinPark07Jme: i am gona run down to jeremys room
x6littlexangel9x: fine
LinkinPark07Jme: i love you so much babe
x6littlexangel9x: I love you too babe
LinkinPark07Jme: are you gonna be on for a while
x6littlexangel9x: yeah
x6littlexangel9x: I'll be n this sn for a while
x6littlexangel9x: I flipped on andrew sheddan for kim last night
x6littlexangel9x: he was piiiiiissed
x6littlexangel9x: I FLIPPED
LinkinPark07Jme: nice
LinkinPark07Jme: ok but i wil be back in a few
x6littlexangel9x: so we're waiting to see if he'll im her
LinkinPark07Jme: i love you baby
x6littlexangel9x: ok
x6littlexangel9x: i love you baby
LinkinPark07Jme: byebye
x6littlexangel9x: buh bye
“LinkinPark07Jme” is away from the computer as of 12:14:44 AM.

just_forget_it @ 2004-12-13T17:46:00

2004-12-16T01:59:02Z

Mike- He should just do himself a favor and kill him self.
Mike- He's such a moron. I can't believe he actually said that.
Me-I know.

I miss everyone in Mass. I can't wait til Jayme is done with school so I can go back home. I miss Beverly and Salem and walking there and going to the beach and getting seaglass and watching the waves...

That beach has so many memories...

Amy- we need to cause trouble ASAP. It's been way too long.