D R A M A
Sitting here at Jayme's. Wondering what the hell I'm gonna do tonight. Everything that's happened in the past couple days blew apart any plans at all.

Rob has been cheating on Amanda with tasha. They're all friends of mine and Jayme. Tasha was Amanda's best friend.

The other night, the shit hit the fan. When Jayme and I stopped by over there, Amanda confronted Rob about it. Gabe had gone out to walk the dog. She sat there on the couch in front of him and calmly said, "You have one chance to redeem yourself. Think long and hard before answering this. Why did you do it?" And looked at her blankly and said, "Do what?" Her- "you know what I'm talking about." And it just slowly escalated to them standing and in each other's face and then she sat down again and he was flipping out because she wouldn't tell him who told her, and he still wouldn't admit it. So he started yelling "TELL ME WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU!! WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU!! WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU!!" He stood up, and punched through the 3 ceramic plates that were on the coffee table. And then held his hand in front of her face and was like, "There, do you like that?? Now I'll just bleed to death right in front of you." His hand was cut real bad and was bleeding everywhere, and it dripped all over the front of her shirt and down her neck. They fought a little more then he was like, "I'm going for a walk." and left. Gabe came back upstairs to see Amanda, Jayme and I cleaning up blood. The house looked like someone had been murdered, he was bleeding so bad. We had Gabe get the Jeep and find Rob so he didn't bleed to death. A couple minutes later Gabe beeped Jayme on his phone and told him to go to where they were cuz Rob wouldn't get in the car. By the time Jayme got there Rob was completely dilusional. He was half naked walking around fighting them and saying that he was late for work and his Dad was gonna be mad if he was late. This was at 11 at night. So they fought with Rob for 10 minutes before he finally passed out from so much blood loss and got him into the Jeep and Gabe took him to the hospital and Jayme came back to the house. Andy came out of his room, and had no idea what had happened. We finished cleaning up the house and soaked Amanda's shirt so it wouldn't stain and we went to the hospital.

We were there until 4:30 in the morning. Me and Jayme anyway, we were tired and just wanted to make sure he was alright. He severed two arteries in his hand and damaged a couple tendons. And he had a blood transfusion I think. Because he lost alot of blood.

While we were at the hospital, Amanda left a message on Tasha's phone flipping out on her and then got a hold of her and Tasha won't apologize and said it was worth every minute of it. I don't plan on talking to her ever again. She's crossed me before, and this is just the end of the line. I won't give her the chance to screw me over.

AND on top of this, I'm getting 12 hours next week at work. Fuck that. I'm finding a new job. And yesterday, Kim IMed me saying "when are you gonna be home, cuz I need the rent money." I had already told her that I don't have it and I won't have it for a while, and I was like, "This is getting too expensive" and she was like, "You knew that when you moved in Arlene." Dude, fuck that. I didn't know she was gonna rape me of my money. I've given her over $1500 in the past 2 1/2 months. So when I finally do get home, it won't be pretty.

And I'm probably gonna lose my job anyway, cuz I had to call out today cuz I'm stranded here. Last night, Jayme's transmission was fucking up. It was slipping at third gear, so we couldn't go over 45 mph, and you kinda need to go over 45 on the highway.

AND all this other bullshit with Tim. Sorry if you don't like me mentioning you in my journal, but a little self control on your half would probably help- like NOT reading it.

I friggen love my life.